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That i've worked my butt off for... basically my whole life to get a job i've always dreamed of. Even if i never knew a job like animation existed til i was... ten...seven... maybe? Hrm yeah so..maybe it's also the point that i'll never be able to see some of my greatest friends around me for the next four years as often as i'd wish. That's excellent...Maybe just writing this journal is helping me feel better by thinking that it will all change. I'm like that..
I don't think i'll be able to go to England for Uni.. it's just too expensive. It's not like i've been totally expecting to go there so it's not bringing me down too bad. We were having trouble getting money now anyway so...yeah... but i need 10 000 HKD a month?? Thats just way too much. In Australia though... i guess it wouldn't be too bad. Loverly weather, i have at least ONE of my friends there too. Closer to family, less rascism. I think. Don't flame me... it's what i've been told by my cousin who lives there! Hhmmm we'll see what happens. It's easier to get into Aus Uni's too. Just go to the uni fair XD

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A few last words...

I can't help but feel heartbroken right now. Everything's shit. This past month has been shit. I need to get out of Hong Kong, push everything away and stop worring about stuff i shouldn't. Right now, the problems seem to be building up in front of me and i feel like just hiding away at home forever.
Crying isn't helping, but it's happening, right now.. nearly all the time. I've made a list of why i shouldn't but it's killing me anyway, I can't handle this shit anymore... i've tried my best.

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A few last words...

I've lost all fucking respect for DA. This is bullshit. What. Is. WRONG with this place??? Now i know there is someone out there- probably even one of my watchers- just waiting to see if i post up a copyright violation and who is just waiting to report it. If there is, well, i'm saying with a deep and meaningul fuck you.

Art has been my life, alright. I'd expect people to appreciate what i do or hate what i do, giving me opinions on how i can improve or just flame the image entirely. But this is just an insult that i can't even swear enough for. So are deviantart denying me the right to display my creations? I have worked to improve my skills for years. Even if this may actually be a compliment in saying that i'm that good, it is still insulting and pitiful that deviantart aren't even bothered in looking into the art they delete. Some people may not take art as seriously as i do. Once they get a piece deleted they'll be saying sorry or be angry for just a while. For me and any artist who does want to make their art a career... we'd rather quarrel as much as we can just to get a good amount of attention to receieve an intelligent, personal response from the admins, explaining in full. Not to recieve a bot automated response like deviantart couldn't care less about dealing with issues that may insult and discriminate their devoted users who in turn would hate deviantart and would lose respect for it. DA, do you think i'm THAT ignorant to the rules here?
What the hell do admins do all day anyway? Delete a few odd rude images, post up their own, post on DaMN or summat. Do they even fucking bother or just get the message that something is up once an artist re-uploads their work with a long argument? They're gonna become their own end here. Seriously. I'm dwindling now on the border on wether i should leave DA. Just because it's so fucking ignorant.

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These days, there is a much higher chance i will get banned. Because i do pity the admins. And they hate me. So, if you do find that i've gotten banned then go to the gallery of the username i have stated above.
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